the sleeping people
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but my friend Liam rephrased it for me by saying,
"stability makes secure people".
I'll be turning 21 soon... and I haven't had or found any stability so far, maybe I sabotaged it, maybe I overlooked it, maybe I did not want it? I leave things incomplete, I say goodbuy before I even said hello ... I'm horribly imperfect. I often dwell in a mind space beyond here, someplace forgotten or rejected by others ... I often long for things to be different. When my time is ready I'll pack a bag full of clothes, a pen, a refill and a moleskin, my camera and beliefs... I'll throw away my cellphone and travel to rural places and live with the ones who keep their hands hard and their hearts soft. People who are uninformed about manicures and hair masks, diets, top ups and high street fashion and cocaine ... This is a difficult concept for my generation to understand. This is what I've been wanting to do all my life!