Homesick

Even though I got a lot of suggestions but something you have to solve the problem by yourself to make you remember the mistake and never do it again.

1. travel here - if I don't get lost, how do I know every places very well?

2. wrong menu - if I didn't take the wrong order, how do i remember the code of it? (when i was a waitress)

3. Living with other people - if I didn't stay with Que, how do I know that it's quite bad to stay with other people if your lifestyle doesn't match? 

Even though I like London but it has made me miss Thailand. Nowhere is great as your own place, that's correct! Someone asked me "why did you come here? Thailand is great? Why do you leave there?"

This morning I was reconsidering about this topic. London was different from a first few weeks of my trip. Feeling of loneliness came to me. I missed my private room. I missed Thai food. I missed the hot and humid weather. I missed my private moment as I can do everything without sharing or thinking about my roomate because I had none when I was in Thailand. I missed my family. It was the first time that I was disappointed. Not because of London or londoner but because of something in this house. Anyway, i would go to Italy next week. To find he fresh air in Alps, to meet those two hands that can warm me up and to meet the privacy which i haven't got here. Hope everything would be better after I took a break again.