War Journal #3
Kuwait Travel Blog › entry 5 of 38 › view all entries
August 10th, 2007 – by: homeres
Another hot, miserable day. I think I am becoming quickly accostomed to the high tempertures. This land of the sand is desolate. Barren like the Army life for me. The routine over the years is making me feel less positive about wearing the uniform...I'm not saying I want to turn my back on my country or the US Army, I would never betray those beliefs or Army Values, it is just that I had adhered to these values for so long and am frustrated of the 'good ol' buddy' system. I've seen how officers and Senior NCOs manipulate the regulations and their power to conform to their own profit...betraying the very ethos of the Non-Commission Officer creed. Aren't we all suppose to follow our creeds in both the civilian and military lives? These are just my frustrations as I begin this deployment...once you draw the line ..how long can you really follow this path or follow your heart? I'm lost sometimes, wandering from deployment to deployment, trying to figure out what really is the Army and is it still THE army I want to put my next 15 years in? sooner or later there will be a breaking point..not just for myself, but for my fellow military servicemen..how long can we endure this...leaving our families, homes....
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