I have sent a message to the travel agent concerning flight options out of here. Every moment I spend here gets me more upset that I actually allowed myself to go into this country. Almost everyone here has pictures of the head of Hezbollah on the back of their car, hell, he even made a cameo appearance at the big fook up crusader castle. I have heard people's opinions on the subject; i.e. its okay that people here do this because Israel is bad or some other garbage, or that people are just ignorant or whatever and well, that doesn't make give me the warm and fuzzieseither. Honestly, I don't think that either side is correct but I do know that when I was in Israel a few years ago, they didn't have posters glorifying the deaths of innocent civilians (my favorite poster has to be the one with a smoking apartment block obviously in Israel from the rocket attacks and the head of Hezbollah holding up a machine gun and the symbol of Hezbollah displayed behind him) and the murderers who perpetrated them. I feel dirty just being here and well, that's pretty easy to do since this is by the far the dirtiest, ugliest place, I've found myself in. And I've been to a few dirty, ugly, places (north west Philly for example). But that's not why I'm leaving, I'm leaving because I feel that by staying here, spending money here, .. doing anything here, that I am somehow condoning the actions of these people and I will not be used like that, not now, not ever.