Last Night In Boston
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I feel better tonight than I did last night. Last night I was feeling quite sad at the thought of leaving
I was also feeling lost. Up until this year Iâ€™ve always been a planner, and knew what I was going to be doing (career or education-wise) one year ahead of the present. Now, I have no idea what Iâ€™ll be doing in 1 month, let alone 1 year. I have an itinerary for my trip, but Iâ€™m sure it will change and I have no idea who Iâ€™ll meet or what kind of experiences Iâ€™ll live through. But thatâ€™s the whole point of this!
I need to get out of
I think I feel better today because I talked with some good friends who re-assured me that what Iâ€™m doing is a great thing that a lot of people never get the chance to do, and that I can always come back to Boston if I want to when Iâ€™m done. They also reassured me that Iâ€™m not â€˜back-peddlingâ€™ in life (for a brief period of time I felt like this trip might not be as worthwhile as finding a new jobâ€¦what was I thinking?!), but forward-peddling light-speed ahead. Thanks Lim, Helina and Aaron for being positive understanding friends.